Monday, April 1, 2013

My Final Blogpost. . .

So I guess i'm writing this because I wanted all of you guys to know first hand that i'm deleting all my profiles online.  My Facebook, Twitter, etc, etc.  I was sitting in my room one night and realized that "I didn't know what I was doing with my life,".  I spent hours in my room thinking and then I randomly got a call.  An uncle to my friend's father said that he needed the number to my dad's cell (as he had forgotten it).  After giving it to him we talked and he told me about how he was going to a temple in India.

This "hidden temple" would be a re-visit (since he had been there before when he was young) and he exclaimed that after being there, he found all the answers he needed about his life.  I think at that point, it was fate that he had called me at that moment.  I asked if I could come along as I had the same conundrum   He said he'd take me but i'd have to pay my way.  I have emptied out all of my accounts and any little amount of money I was owed I collected with interest.  I am going to that temple to find the answers I need.  I don't have enough to come back however and I don't know how long i'm going to be there.  I guess I just wanted to say good bye, I love you all and I also wanted to say happy april fools day, because this was a joke i'm totally pulling since I thought it'd be hilarious to.  Now i'm going to type another paragraph so you don't easily spot this.

I know my leaving is kind of sudden but this is something i need.  If I don't do this, i'll keep going though life wondering what i'm supposed to be.  For better or worse, I will find out what I am one way or another.  I hope you all have wonderful lives and know that I love you all.

~ Steven